zeitgeist........must watch very important movie

TIME WILL TELL THE TALE

unspoken words blur between these lines....
unnecessary utterances pronounce feelings.....
secretly seductive u entice my curiosity,
I yearn to unfold the layers hiding your soul,
and to be faced by the core of your essence.....

unknown to this strong mind, u have entered irreversibly,
your place within has long before been established.... defined....
these softest words I gently utter linger within timelessly,
enabling the catalyst for these chemically composed feelings.....

unable to demonstrate these affections physically,
must these lips forever crave the graze of your skin?
cursed to imagine infinitely the feel of your caress!
insufferable distance obscures my minds yearnings.....

undying desires replaying determinedly within this mind, no cessation....
anticipating that ultimately these feelings will translate to physicality,
allows me to envision my palms traveling the definitions of your body,
respecting and appreciating every curvature...

waiting to unleash these urges,
they were designed for your contentment,
unfold these treasured thoughts,
and c before your absolute completion...
a reality that'll remain with us till we close our eyes to death...a phrase that'll replay till we step into the realms of afterlife...syllables that represent a feeling that surpasses our mortality....

lost soul.......

If I could momentarily crawl into the ruins of my mind,
I'd be staring at an incomplete being through blurry glass,
stained with unholy misfortunes and unspoken tragedies,
tainted windows distorting any encouraging visions of life.....

permit me to creep into the safe haven that is my bed,
allow me to be comforted by the thoughtlessness of sleep,
help me disappear further within myself so I cant be found,
I wish to escape the calamity that is my minds thought pattern....

tired of the hurt that is draining my essence, my happiness,
a broken soul shattering, the pieces stamped on repeatedly,
fragments of the idealistic self I once prided myself in being,
scattered before my eyes; the reminder of my worthlessness......

unable to ponder the moment, how can I contemplate infinity?
the love I yearn for within cannot be attained by a mere mortal,
and thus I lie here unfulfilled, unrequited, desolated; fading away,
worthy of pity; I stand before u, the personification of a lost soul......

RAINY DAYS..........

Rain . . .

Softly falling down . . .
each drop a symphony of sound . . .
as it hits the roof . . .
tap . . . tap . . . tap.

It can sound just like a sad song with a slow beat . . .
the kind that makes u daydream . . .
and feel sad and sigh . . .
as u think of what might of been or could be in your life.

Or maybe it is a happy song that brings back sweet memories . . .
tender thoughts and special smiles . . .
thinking of someone who makes your heart beat faster . . .
and your laughter ring with happiness and joy.

Or maybe it is a love song . . .
with sweet and soft lyrics . . .
tender and romantic and sensual . . .
that makes u think of dancing in the rain.

Only u can decide which song . . .
is the one u r hearing . . .
which music soothes your soul . . .
and which song you want to sing along with.

Sometimes, u have to choose a song . . .
and the choosing isn't easy.

ESOTERIC AGENDA

FLY AWAY...........

Staring out at this insane world..
I desire to drift to a distant realm...
and wither the moments of days,
lazing at scenes of drizzling rain..

My body is idled in the comfort...
of a cooling nonchalant ambience,
enfolding me like soothing auras..
in this calm and solitary room...

My mind is clear of it's visions...
in obscurities of dreamy clouds..
and soothing sights of blue skies,
confined in an endless elevation...

My soul's bound in melodious songs,
lost in rhythms of whispering winds..
numbed of the truth and tangibles..
vulnerable to the wraths of reality..

I adore these moments of euphoria,
to color the bareness of my hours..
like the delicate hands of a painter..
with a heart of pure impressionism..

Still, salvation is beyond my reach..
Only a fleeting delusional romance..
to gratify these lustful notions within..
that craves for an eternal escapism..

I WANT U............

IMAGINE .....


I c myself holding u close to me,
Squeezing your body tight....
But for all I c as I daydream-
I know I'll get tenfold one night....

Running my palms across your breast,
As u tremble and bite your lips....
Feeling your hands upon my chest,
The softness of each fingertips....

Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft,
And slowly lowering my kiss....
Over pert nipples, across your navel,
And finally into pure bliss....

Looking upon your face from below-
As u tilt back your head....
Feeling your fountains begin to flow-
As u ease back on the bed....

SIGH......

Your "innocent little devil" look-
Crying insatiably with the sensation....
Lip to lip lapping up every drip-
From the well of your creation.....

The way u pull me up by the hair-
To the heat of your mouth, on fire....
No other thoughts, no other cares,
Just the quenching of mad desire....

Riding the tide of passion,
Pushing my love into u....
On the waves of your emotion-
In slow motion, so sweet and true....

Pulse pounding in resounding rapture,
Taken to the hilt, then just past....
Rhythm growing, faces glowing,
The climax coming fast....

That heated, illicit look-
Of ecstasy across your eyes....
The culmination nearing-
Within your undulating thighs....
Echoing throughout the heavens-
On overindulgent cries....

The sultry look upon your face-
In reaching that gyrating gush....
The way u bite my fingers-
When I try to make u hush....

Your arching back, your fingernails,
Your perfume mixed with sweat....
The way u keep rubbing against me-
With your insides already so wet....

The way when I'm beat dead and ready-
To fall face first to the floor,
You put your sweet lips to my ear-
And whisper, "I want more! "