Tuesday, February 10, 2009

poems

The endless possibilities of your words have become spellbinding to me...i never want to taste enough, but forever crave them more.... i am connected now to u, and the language only u can speak....i delight in the journey of walking through your words; surveying the ever changing scenery of an often kindred heart....i am captivated by the colors that u so beautifully create....i hold my breath to take more in...more of u, more of your world. ..u invite me to observe the artwork u have painted oh, so vividly... and I stand in awe of your abilities...when your words become dark, i can lose myself in your mystifying creations...when your words r deep, i can fall into them; absorb them...and emerge a little wiser to your way of thinking...your pain speaks to me, sometimes even screams to me...I've felt your tears become my own....Still, I've come to welcome the comfort of your honesty...whatever it may be...i will say though, it can be more than haunting when it seems u share my mind, my heart...and u so brilliantly put it on display....and when your words r full of romance, I could stay in them forever...I'll admit, I may envy just a little...still, as much, I leave inspired....u have opened my sometimes uncertain eyes to the beauty that still lives in this crazy, confused existence...u have given my heart something to hold...I feel alive inside your world; at home among your words...

pink candy canes and butterfly kisses
close your eyes beautiful, let me fulfill all your wishes
slide down the rainbow into a sea of gold
to a magical place where u never grow old

keep a tight hold of your dear teddy bear
watch as the mermaids comb their shining hair
they'll sing u a song with voices so sweet
listening to them is such a lovely treat

chocolate drops fall from a vanilla sky
pixies and fairies r all flying high
scattering pixie dust over your head
this is better than any fairytale you've read

the glitter carousel is waiting to start
shimmering unicorns beg u to take part
the organ strikes up a tinkling tune
about a little cow who jumped over the moon

pink candy floss cloads float lazily past
time in this dreamworld flies by way too fast
a cute little elf reaches for your hand
ring around the roses then fall on the sand

butterfly kisses and cold lemonade
an enchanted dreamworld that your mind has made
so go to sleep sweetheart, close your tired eyes
spend all your sweet dreams with magic butterflies

the word forever is often spoken,
In relationships young and old,
Innocent hearts r usually broken,
with words that never seem to hold.....

Most know what im talking about,
some have yet to feel the pain,
the mind tells u without a doubt,
nothing to lose, everything to gain....

so u listen and take a chance,
forget all about flirting with disaster,
because love has u in a trance,
and your heart is beating faster.....

to hear somebody say "I love u",
could be the greatest feeling ever known,
but if those words turnout untrue,
soon enough you'll be all alone.......

still it never crosses our mind,
when it's all said and done we'll see,
that it's harder then it looks to find,
the edge of eternity........
In relationships I always avoid,
falling completely head over heels,
so my heart doesn't end up destroyed,
because I know exactly how it feels....

I used to love with my entire heart,
now I give a lot, but never my all,
so when the relationship tears apart,
i will have broken my own fall.....

It seems there's never a place to hide,
when times turn for the worst,
u have so much built up pain inside,
that your precious heart is about to burst.....

nothing that anyone says or does,
will ease the crippling pain,
your heart will never be what it was,
never completely whole again.....

I often hear people talk about,
the risk being worth the reward,
but when it comes to love, I truly doubt,
that the risk can be ignored.....

so fall in love and pray it's true,
wish upon a shooting star,
that your heart never breaks in two,
because u can never hide the scar....

is forever just a word?
because I think it is,
to me that words absurd,
whats hers is never his.....

sure one day you'll fall in love,
but will it last forever?
or will u lose your precious dove,
a love u thought so clever.....

fooled by seven letters,
If not "love u" then "forever",
I'd believe in forever better,
If it actually meant never....

because forever never seems,
to end up how we planned,
ruins our hopes and dreams,
something I could never understand.....

how a word thats so profound,
can fail us so many times,
although it never makes a sound,
you'll hear the pain it chimes.....

so I don't believe in forever,
because it's just a word,
relationships always seem to sever,
just in case u haven't heard....

diamonds, rubies and even gold
valuable stones, so im told
those who have them feel quite rich
those who don't declare "life's a bi*ch"

such value we place on material things
equating committed love with diamond rings
will a giant stone mean u love more
or turn u into a jewelers who*e

love should be priceless and never bought
a true lesson we've all been taught
search the mines, the ground and heaven above
you'll find the rarest gem is unconditional love

in a world unknown to many,
a world that i alone can hold....
no one can touch or cause me pain,
a world that hides inside my soul....

the only place that i can run to,
when i have nowhere else to go....
it matters not if im alone,
of my fear no one has to know...

with a language hard to speak,
that very few may understand...
i win each battle that i fight,
even if alone i stand....

blessed be the few to understand,
to live in such a world as this...
they too have worlds unique as mine,
for they possess such gifted bliss....

this is where i go for refuge,
it doesnt matter what the time....
and when my tears pour out on paper,
they flow into a perfect rhyme....

no one can take this from me,
its the only thing ive got....
only i know every secret,
and understand confusing thoughts...

no one can give me limits,
cant tell me what to do or say....
u see, this world that i created,
there r no rules i must obey....

only one name can this place hold,
a place where souls run wild and free....
this is my world unknown to many,
this is my world...of poetry...

Monday, February 9, 2009

poems

In life I've learned that there r numerous choices, Opinions heard in many voices...We don't know what will happen tomorrow, And that, to me, is a horrible sorrow.....This or that or the option "other", Makes me want to pull my hair out and anothers....I have to make sure my choices keeps me on track, Although sometimes it's not exact....For some, a choice is life or death, Or either to sleep or do meth....To let it out or keep it bottled in, To follow God or live your life as a sin....To forgive and forget or to keep that grudge, To loose that weight or keep the pudge....To listen to your parents or rebel, To slack in school or excel...To fight for it all or back down, To maintain that smile or frown....To love somebody no matter what or let that little monster eat you up inside, To stand up or try to hide....To grab that knife or throw it away, To change the world or keep it the same horrific way....To back away from that mountain or jump off the ledge, To make the right choices or live life on the edge....To say no or to smoke that cigarette, To stay content with your choices or live with regret....To turn away from this poem or listen to me.....Every choice that u make, u have to live with, Good comes out of mistakes that is not a myth....Now with every decision you make, think it through, It can decide whether it will turn out alright or even be the death of u...

THE UNREAL IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE REAL, BC NOTHING IS AS PERFECT AS U CAN IMAGINE IT...BC ITS ONLY INTANGIBLE IDEAS, CONCEPTS, BELIEFS, FANTASIES THAT LAST...STONE CRUMBLES, WOOD ROTS...PEOPLE, WELL THEY DIE....YES...BUT THINGS AS FRAGILE AS A THOUGHT, A DREAM, A LEGEND...THEY CAN GO ON AND ON, LIVE FOREVER AND NEVER DIE...AND THATS THE REASON WHY I PAINT PICTURES WITH WORDS, SO THAT MY THOUGHTS CAN LIVE ON....FOREVER...

someday these obstacles will be gone
one day weak foundations will become strong
someday new eyes will come from storms
one day out of what died will be born

someday raging waters will become calm
one day i will conduct tidal waves
into the sweetest song
someday reality's vast meadows
will replace this humble lawn
one day nightfall
will submit to the dawn
someday all the promise of me deposited
will be withdrawn
one day Kings will recognize, and serve this pawn.....


do u ever think of me
in the middle of the day?
do u c me gazing at u
in the quaint seductive way?
do u think that we may never be?
does that render u blue?
do u ever think of me
the way i think of u?

would u hold our love as sacred
as a rare untainted pearl?
would seeing me unhappy
make u want to change the world?
would u give anything
for me to feel the same as u?
do u ever think of me
the way i think of u?

at night while you're asleep
am i invited to your mind?
r the feelings that u have for me
uneasy to define?
more than a crush, or even lust?
too vast for one to view?
do u ever think of me
the way i think of u?......

try walking alone one night
on some bright city street....
listen to the noise and
confusion and chaos that
swirl around u,
like the music u remember
hearing the first time
u fell in love...
listen hard,
bc intricately woven
within every sound that
passes u by
is a whisper,
a quiet voice
that speaks with the
wisdom only
an aged and learned city
can possess....
and if u ever manage
to fade away from
the reality of it all,
leaving only the
intertwined rhythms
that tell the stories of
all the people this
great city has seen,
the words will finally make
themselves clear:
"To live, to learn, to love,
it takes two . . . "

sitting by the window just enjoying the cool night air
clearing my mind of all worries, tensions and care
shining so bright is the full moon tonight
amongst millions of stars sparkling so bright
the flame of the candles perform their routine dance
soft music in the background leaves me in a trance


poems
eloquently
flowing across the page
memories and inspiration
metaphoric imagery paints pictures
invoking many emotions
portraying an event
sharing sorrow
poems



with age and experience lessons r learned,
the moral of the story knowledge is earned....

each day u gain wisdom, u learn something new...
will practice make perfect in all that u do?
did your parents do well with the values they taught?
did they tell u friendship nor love can be bought?

have u learned not to be bothered by the little things?
true love can be priceless with the joy that it brings....
cherish each day to the fullest, have fun, live it up,
c it half full when emptiness, appears in your cup.....

what is a fool?...to me a fool is someone who follows the rules...someone who uses their tools to try to be cool....in it to win it but they lose....they had a choice to choose...but they chose to follow the rules....and that my friend is a fool...cus there r no rules...everything is an illusion...think beyond the fool and the confusion...get naked a jump in a pool...get in front of a crowd and scream out loud....jump off a plane and swim with the clouds....just be u and be proud...

listen with your eyes cus this is a lesson that needs to be learned....my words r weapons that brings truth to lies....in case u havent heard....

Don't be a slave to trends....its all pretend....so for here on end...don't follow the same road....look for a new direction....

and for clones out there...like my friend said...u need to stop wearing tight jeans and start studying tai chi....then u might c...that the life is not about wearing NIKES...there is more to life

I am who I am, so whom am I one may ask? I am a man, man that I am, so who is this man? this man is me, this man, the man behind the mask... what is behind the mask? SIMPLE, the man, this man that lays behind the mask is, though in body still a man....UNDERSTAND... a mind, his mind, seems to be something that is just somewhat more.... what is more? what does that mean? well let me explain...

By saying my mind is somewhat more, I, the man behind this mask am opening a arrary of possibilities to those whom not look past the physical aspects of what we r, whether a man, or a lady, that of which u r....u r whom u r and like me u r u.... SO therefore, to think in the way one is thinking, the man, this man, the way I am thinking is clearing the mind, his mind, my mind of all proper sense....2 speak, to talk, to explain, like this, it is quite clever is it not? I thought so, I think so, I still believe so....I KNOW SO....

So in fact, u can C, u should C, u would C, why ones mind is opening, is opened up, is cleared of, all things that make sense....THEREFORE, with that said, one might, one can, one will, truly make sense of what he is, what she is, what they r.... but ive taken myself off track, and still I havent explained who I am, I am a man, the man, the one behind this mask, this mask, my mask, a man behind it all....MY NAME, this name, his name, is UNKNOWN....
UNKNOWN is me, a man, this man, who is hidden behind the mask, a mask, this mask, of this....MAN

sometimes I sit late at night
and all I want to do is write.........

I dont know what I want to say
but I write the words down anyway.....

I try to make it sound good
like I know that it should.....

and I have such a good time
trying to make the words rhyme

It dont always come out right
but always have a good night.....

trying to make a poem good
ends up like I know it would....

thats all u can really do
long as u r always true....

trying to have a little fun
now im glad I got it done....

so now ill say goodbye to all
and let u know I had a ball....

I hope u enjoy this little rhyme
and had yourself a real good time....good night

dont dare doing dreadful deeds
cant call me u cold creature of choice
lust and lace is to all this will leads
u vicious vampire without a voice

damn u devil from deceitful dumps
please push your presence in the past
lizard of loneliness and luscious lumps
tackling your choices r quite a task

sweet seductress is secretly sad
let go like I've let go of u
merciless man makes mistake that is mad
bloody baby has become blackening mad

precious pope from poppy land portrays
guilty gatherings of golden memories
no more escapes and no more plays
regret has no red rose and no remedies

poems

in the still of the evening
without sunlight to intrude
i c the twilight's in your eyes
as the moon sets up the mood

playing music soft and low
while romance fills the air
i cant help but feel aroused
the very moment u come near

u submit to my embrace
while candles flick their flame
and the smell of sweet perfume
seems to drive my lust insane

as i look into your eyes
and run my fingers through your hair
i taste the sweetness of your neck
as i nibble at your ear

i then whisper words of love
as u answer with a (SIGH)
and in a very sexy way
your sweet body comes alive

your the heat of my desire
as we slowly come undress
i then start to lay u down
while u welcome my caress

with your luscious sexy curves
u have a taste i cant resist
and your breast show some response
when i touch them with a lick

as i soak inside your love
to a sexy love condition
feeling passions start to rise
while making love in (ALL POSITION)

u give me so much pleasure
for ecstasy is here
with u wrapped inside my arms
to this heated love we share

now (NO ONE) can come close
to this love that we inspire
for only u can fill this joy
and the heat of my desire

SWEET MIDNIGHT WEAVES ITS MAGIC SPELLS, UPON THE SLEEPY EYES THAT FELL....INTO THE REALM OF WISHFUL DREAMS WHERE NOTHING REAL NOR AS IT SEEMS....A TOUCH OF MAGIC SCATTERED THERE, AMID THE MOONBEAMS BEAMING RARE...WITH THE BREATH OF HEAVEN SIGHING HIGH, AGAINST THE KISS OF A STARRY SKY....THE DIPPER DIPS WHILE WISHES FLY ON WINGS OF A CHILD-LIKE LULLABY....I WISH I MAY, I WISH I MIGHT, SWEET WISH I WISH FOR U TONIGHT...OUTSIDE THE REALM OF EARTHLY SCENES, WITHIN THE HIDDEN LAND OF DREAMS...SOFTLY-MISTED VISIONS STARE INTO THE HEARTS WITH SOULS TO BARE...SOULFUL SOULS THAT YEARN TO SOAR, ABOVE THE MILKY WAY AND MORE...INTO THIS NIGHT OF NIGHTS DELIGHT UPON THE WINGS OF EBONED FLIGHT...SO THE SPELL OF SPELLS IS CAST, BEAUTY BREATH WILL LAST PAST MIDNIGHT WITH ITS DARKEN HUE, SLEEP ON UNTIL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.....

THERE IS A PLACE....WHERE THE MOUNTAINS TOUCH THE SKY...WHERE POETS DREAM, WHERE EAGLES FLY...A SECRET PLACE ABOVE THE CROWDS...JUST BENEATH MARSHMALLOW CLOUDS....LIFT YOUR EYES TO A SNOWY PEAK AND C THE SOON-TO-BE- WE SEEK...WHISPER DREAMS AND LET THEM RISE...TO THE MOUNTAINS OLD AND WISE...CLIMBERS CLIMB, IT'S TIME TO TRY....WHERE THE MOUNTAINS TOUCH THE SKY...TAKE ME THERE...OH TAKE ME NOW...SOMEWAY, SOMEDAY, SOMEWHERE, SOMEHOW...WHERE OCEAN MEETS THE SKY...WHERE MERMAID DANCE AND SEAGULLS FLY...A PLACE IN DREAMS I KNOW SO WELL...THE SEA INSIDE A SINGLE SHELL...FAR ACROSS THE LIVING SEA...A PALE BLUE POSSIBILITY...BEYOND THE CASTLES MADE OF SAND...TOMORROW IN A SMALL CHILD'S HAND...ONLY DREAMERS NEED APPLY...WHERE THE OCEAN MEETS THE SKY...TAKE ME THERE...OH TAKE ME NOW...SOMEWAY, SOMEDAY, SOMEWHERE, SOMEHOW...WHERE THE FOREST REACH THE SKY...PEOPLE R EQUAL AND DOVES STILL FLY...NO THORNS OF WAR, A PERFECT ROSE....THIS IS WHERE THE GREEN GRASS GROWS...OUT BEYOND THE CRYSTAL STREAM....LIKE DR.KING I HAVE A DREAM...IMAGINE SUCH A GOAL IN SIGHT...FOR RED AND YELLOW, BLACK AND WHITE...WHISPER NOW, LET THE DREAM BEGIN....IT'S TIME TO TRUST THE TRUTH WITHIN....THIS IS WHERE WE SEEK AND FIND....A GIFT IN BEING COLORBLIND...DREAM ON DREAMERS, HOPES R HIGH...WHERE THE FORESTS REACH THE SKY...TAKE ME THERE...OH TAKE ME NOW...SOMEWAY, SOMEDAY, SOMEWHERE, SOMEHOW.

PABLO PICASSO PAINTED PERFECT PORTRAITS PRESENTING POWERFUL PICTURES PROBABLY PROVIDING PRODUCTIONS AS PRESCRIPTIONS TO IMPALE DEPRESSING PROBLEMS PRODUCED BY PASSION AND PAIN

IMAGINE LIVING IN A WORLD, WHERE NOTHING WAS THE SAME...GUILTY TILL PROVEN INNOCENT, THE YOUNGEST IS TO BLAME...THE SKY IS GREEN, THE GRASS IS BLUE...WHERE UP WAS DOWN AND I WAS U...IMAGINE LIVING IN A WORLD THAT CONTRADICTS OUR OWN, WHERE BIRDS AND EAGLES ALWAYS WALKED AND CATS AND DOGS HAVE FLOWN...WHERE KISS IS KILL AND LOVE IS HATE....WHERE HERE IS GONE AND BAD IS GREAT...IMAGINE LIVING IN A WORLD THATS STRANGE IN EVERY WAY...THIS IS THE WORLD INSIDE MY HEAD, THAT I LIVE IN EVERY DAY


A BLIND PERSON MAY NOT C THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD, BUT WITHIN HIS HEART HE COULD C THE BEAUTY OF SOMEONE, INSTEAD IT'S THOSE WITH EYES WHO R SO VERY BLIND, CUS THEY FOCUS NOT ON THE INSIDE BUT WHAT THE EYES SEE..

LIVE LIKE LOVE LIES LOST LISTENING LIKE LEARNING LIVES!

A CONFUSION HAS CONFUSED MY MIND WHICH IS ALREADY CONFUSED WITH SOME CONFUSION...I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS CONFUSION HAD CONFUSED MY CONFUSED MIND...IF MY CONFUSION HAS CONFUSED YOUR MIND THEN TRY TO GET A SOLUTION FOR MY CONFUSION TO RECTIFY MY CONFUSED MIND...IF MY CONFUSED RHYME DIDNT CONFUSED U THEN BE HAPPY THINKING THAT A CONFUSED RHYME DIDNT CONFUSED U, WHICH REALLY CONFUSED ME...IF U R CONFUSED ON READING THIS CONFUSED RHYME THEN TRY TO FIND A SOLUTION TO YOUR CONFUSION...CONFUSING ISN'T IT?

I KNOW THAT U KNOW I KNOW WHAT U KNOW....IF U HAD ALREADY KNOWN WHAT U NOW KNOW THEN U WOULD OF ALREADY KNOWN THAT I ALREADY KNOW EVERYTHING BEFORE U WILL EVER KNOW IT...KNOW WHAT I MEAN?


SAUCY SUN SUIT SLITHERS SWEETLY SALSA SWAYS, SLOWLY SOOTHING SUNSHINE SMOLDERS SUNTAN SMILES....STARING SILENTLY SECRETS SCRAMBLE...SACRED SANCTUM SACRIFICED SLOWLY...SENSELESSLY SCOPING SAVIOR OF A SOLUTION....SCARED SILLY, SADNESS STRIKES...SILENTLY SHE SAID SAVE ME...SHE SITS SCARED, SINGING...SOMEONE SAVE ME...




.....A MIDNIGHT WALK
Current mood:OLD POEMS BUT NEW TO U

words that are inspiring and lift my spirits when I'm down, keeping my thoughts positive, so in misery, I won't drown.....the words that come alive, I can feel clear to my soul, a peaceful feeling they bring, like a lovely midnight stroll....taking me to a place where I can dream awhile, sometimes bringing a tear, most times a needed smile....we must have poets in our world to express our greatest need,
thoughts screaming to get out, many hungry minds to feed.....fear that sometimes enters and brings us to our knees, words that we write and feel helps to rid us of this disease....sadness that enters our hearts needs a great escape, a way to empty our troubled soul, so happiness can take shape....falling deeply in love, gentle words come pouring out, holding them close to our heart, loving them is what life's about.....watching a sunset, sitting beneath the trees, inspires a poets heart, it's simple things like these.....reading of a broken heart that seems beyond repair, reaching out to others, when we find the words to share.....happiness that's found, that overflows our emotions, can't be kept inside, produces words deep as oceans....the tender heart of a poet is a much needed thing, so much more than words, it's the feeling the poet brings...........

great times of depression, changing to ones of great succession...learning from our mistakes, knowing that there is no retakes....our adolescent misbehavior, to questioning our savior....from our birth to our death all in a quick breathe....this is life

the feeling of great desire, the fuel for your inner fire....the empiness inside, when emotion collide...dropping everything for a single cause, knowing they're the one without a pause...being there for those u need, watching the caged become freed....this is love


being able to fly and never fearing to die...not knowing our fear, with eyes dry lack of tears....never knowing any pain, just the sweetness of a sugar cane...leaving home without a care, just to do what u would never dare.....this is dreaming

living your life obeying the law, while criminals make cities turn raw....always holding your hopes up high, when deep down u want to break down and cry...questioning everything we do, to what scientists really try and prove...knowing only what we're told, wondering why the world is so cold....this is reality

spending our lives looking for whats behind that hidden door...the meaning of life covered by strife....u wonder about it every night, just for it u put up your fight...its covered with all sorts of lies, and those who realize always die.....this is truth

sharing all u know, to trusting a foe.... lending out your soul, just to reach your goal....going through hell to leave, to do what u believe...having hope for oneself and trusting yourself....this is faith

what this is , is a great composition of what makes up our disposition...we feel what we do and question what we once knew....we give our tears to our pain, only to have it washed away in the rain...we r taught to question, then punished for the answer we mention...we r told to believe, even when we see the world indulging in greed...we watch time go by, we r born to die...this is who we r...

new as foam, old as a rock....poems, and quotes around the clock...truth written as it is spoken, mends the hearts, which have been broken....how many will read what i think, while i try to preserve in ink....an old memory, or a new love, or ages past that i may think of.....water flowing past the stone, creates the bubbles we have known, purifying what time has brought, briefly as with each passing thought...warmth, and wind blowing free, with all the elements we can see...makes the world seem so divine, mysteriously in grand design....spirits wander like turbulent foam, searching forever for an eternal home...lessons are better learned before we rest, timeless thoughts must pass the test....peace flows in passionate streams, while beauty lies within our dreams...

poems

BEGINNING FROM CHILDREN WE SEARCH FOR THE CURE, THAT WILL CHANGE OUR OPINIONS FROM DOUBT TO SECURE...A MIRACLE POTION THAT JUST TAKES ONE DRINK, TURN DREAMS TO REALITY ...IN THE TIME OF A WINK...U WANT IN AN INSTANT-WHAT TAKES A LIFETIME, NOT WILLING TO STUDY OR DEVELOP YOUR MIND...BUT IF YOU'RE A TRAVELER ON A SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH, U COULD GLIMPSE THAT ILLUSION, THATS FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH...IT BEGINS AS ON IMAGE THAT SEEMS INSIDE -OUT, WITH DEPTH AND WITH SUBSTANCE WHEN CLEARLY THOUGHT OUT...SOME THINK THE FOUNTAIN IS A PLACE U CAN FIND, AND SPEND THEIR LIFE SEARCHING...WHEN ITS ALL IN THE MIND...START ON A JOURNEY THAT WILL CHANGE YOUR WHOLE LIFE, LOOK INWARD, WITH EYES CLOSED TO MASTER FORESIGHT...CHANGE LESSONS TO HARMONY, AND DECEPTION TO TRUTH, U CAN ATTAIN ALL U SEARCH FOR-THATS THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH!

WE SIT AND WE TYPE, AND WE STARE AT OUR SCREENS...WE ALL HAVE TO WONDER, WHAT THIS POSSIBLY MEANS...WITH OUR MOUSE WE ROAM, THROUGH THE ROOMS IN A MAZE....LOOKING FOR SOMETHING OR SOMEONE, AS WE SIT IN A DAZE....WE CHAT WITH EACH OTHER, WE TYPE ALL OUR WOES...SMALL GROUPS WE DO FORM, AND GANG UP ON OUR FOES...WE WAIT FOR SOMEBODY, TO TYPE OUR NAME...WE WANT RECOGNITION, BUT IT IS ALWAYS THE SAME....WE GIVE KISSES AND HUGS, AND SOMETIMES FLIRT...IN IMs WE CHAT DEEPLY, AND REVEAL WHY WE HURT...WE DO FORM FRIENDSHIPS-BUT-WHY WE DON'T KNOW, BUT SOME OF THESE FRIENDSHIPS WILL FLOURISH AND GROW...WHY IS IT ON SCREEN, WE CAN BE SO BOLD TELLING OUR SECRETS, THAT HAVE NEVER BEEN TOLD...WHY IS IT WE SHARE, THE THOUGHTS IN OUR MIND, WITH THOSE WE CAN'T SEE, AS THOUGH WE WERE BLIND....THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE, IT IS AS CLEAR AS A BELL...WE ALL HAVE OUR PROBLEMS, AND NEED SOMEONE TO TELL...WE CAN'T TELL REAL PEOPLE, BUT TELL SOMEONE WE MUST.....SO WE TURN TO THE COMPUTER, AND TO THOSE WE CAN TRUST....EVEN THOUGH IT IS CRAZY, THE TRUTH STILL REMAINS....THEY R FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES, AND ODD LITTLE NAMES...

HAVE U EVER WONDERED, HOW BEES TAKE NECTAR AND MAKE IT INTO HONEY, HOW TREES R MADE INTO PAPER, AND PAPER INTO MONEY....HOW YOUR BODY MAKES U SNEEZE, AND HOW WE CAN FEEL, BUT CAN'T SEE A BREEZE....HOW THE SUN IS SO FAR AWAY, YET WE FEEL THE HEAT, HOW WE CAN BE SO FULL AND IN A SHORT WHILE WE NEED TO EAT.....HOW OUR BRAINS FUNCTION, AND WE JUST GET UP AND WALK, HOW R TONGUE IS WHAT ALLOWS US TO TALK....HOW A LITTLE BIRD KNOWS HOW TO FLY WHEN IT LEAVES THE NEST, HOW OUR BODIES R SO ACTIVE, AND SUDDENLY WE NEED TO REST....HOW WE LAY DOWN AT NIGHT, AND PUT OURSELVES TO SLEEP, HOW DREAMS R ALLOWED IN OUR MINDS TO CREEP...HOW PART OF THE BRAIN SAYS SLEEP, GO ON OUT, HOW THE OTHER PART OF THE BRAIN TELLS OUR ORGANS TO MOVE ABOUT....HOW OUR EMOTIONS R STIRRED AND WE CAN CRY, HOW WE SUDDENLY BECOME HAPPY AND THE TEARS R DRIED...HOW WE SEEM TO BE 'OH SO FINE', AND INSTANTLY WE CAN BE HALF OUT OF OUR MIND....HOW ONE DAY U HAVE A FRIEND, AND ONE DAY U DON'T, HOW SOMETIMES PEOPLE HELP U, AND SOMETIMES THEY WON'T....HOW GEESE CAN REALIZE AND TO THE SOUTH THEY FLY, HOW BY HANDS OF A CLOCK MOVING, TIME GOES BY....HOW FINGERNAILS SEEM TO GROW FROM UNDER THE SKIN, HOW PEACE IS SAID TO COME FROM WITHIN....HOW WE PLANT GRAIN, AND HARVEST CORN, HOW SOME BABIES R HATCHED AND OTHERS R BORN....IF U HAVE EVER WONDERED AND ASKED WHY, THE ANSWER LIES ALONE WITH THE MAKERS IN THE SKY...JUST WONDERING....HAVE U EVER WONDERED?

FEELINGS OF CONFUSION, DEPRESSION, UNCERTAINLY....WHERE DO I BELONG?...WHERE DO I GO?....WHAT DO I DO?....PICK UP THE PHONE, NO ONE TO CALL....WHAT WOULD I SAY?....GET IN A CAR...NO WHERE TO GO....NO ONE TO C...DEEP INSIDE IS THE URGE TO SCREAM....AT WHAT?....TRAPPED...NO ESCAPE....HAVE THE NEED, THE DESIRE, THE WANT, FOR RELEASE-FOR FREEDOM !!!!!!

I need someone to show me something i've never seen before.....take me somewhere ive never been before.....make me feel something ive never felt before .....love me like no one has loved me before..... An Angels attention....What does it takes to catch an Angels attention? Do u grab her with your eyes and call her into your mind as if she was a symbol of all beauty to your eyes....Do u use your sense of touch and carefully cares her delicate skin, bringing her between your arms to feel the warmth of your body....Do u approach her and smell the scent of her soul hoping she smells yours....Do u listen to her words and hope to understand her better to fit into her world....Do u taste her desires and let them get into u as if nothing else matter but having her attraction towards you....Or do you simply smile =) and she happily smiles back........

THE SECRET TO A PROSPEROUS JOURNEY IN LIFE IS HOW U CHOOSE TO PACK YOUR SUITCASE FOR THE TRIP.... THE SUITCASE WILL ONLY HOLD SO MUCH, SO CHOOSE WISELY THE ATTITUDES, BELIEFS, IDEAS, THOUGHTS, ENERGY, LOVE AND RESPONSES U WANT TO ROLL WITH. IF SOMETHING SOUNDS LIKE AN INSULT, IT'S ON U TO CHOOSE TO BE MAD... IT'S ALSO ON U TO SHAKE IT OFF AND NOT LET ANY IDIOT TAKE AWAY YOUR POWER. THEY DO IT ON PURPOSE, U KNOW....

KEEP IN MIND THAT HOW U CHOOSE TO THINK ABOUT YOUR LIFE WILL DETERMINE HOW FAR DOWN THE ROAD U GET AND, MORE IMPORTANTLY, TO WHAT EXTENT U WILL ENJOY IT!

RAKIM SAID "I DON'T LIKE TO DREAM ABOUT GETTIN' PAID" DON'T TALK ABOUT IT, WISHIN' ON A STAR... GET OUT THERE AND DEPLOY YOUR BATTLE PLAN TO GET YOURS LIKE SUN TZU. ...SET AMBITIOUS GOALS AND DO EVERYTHING IN YOUR POWER TO MAKE THAT SHIT HAPPEN...

BE YOUR OWN WORST CRITIC - PUSH YOURSELF ABOVE AND BEYOND THE LIMITS OF SANITY - WHY NOT? LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO TAKE AN EASY LAY-UP WHEN U HAVE THE ABILITY TO SHATTER THE BACKBOARD WHEN U DUNK....

U NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW HOLDS, SO LIVE IN THE NOW... DO IT TODAY, STAY UP LATE AND JUST BE TIRED TOMORROW.... FUCK IT, U CAN ALWAYS GRAB A 2 HOUR POWER NAP THEN BREAK OPEN A RED BULL AND GUZZLE THAT SHIT WHILE YOU'RE RUNNIN TO HANDLE YOUR HUSTLE....

LAUGH AT HATERS BC THEY R ACTUALLY COMPLIMENTING U BY HATING....THINK ABOUT IT? IF U WERE WACK, WOULD THEY LOOK TWICE AT U? NA, CAUSE YOU'RE THE SHIT....REMEMBER I TOLD U THAT...YOU'RE THE SHIT! WHAT HATERS DON'T KNOW IS THAT THE HARDER HATERS TRY TO PUSH U DOWN.. THE STRONGER AND TALLER YOU STAND....

A HAUNTING FEELING KNOCKS AT THE DOOR, IF ONLY TO SCARE U AND MAKE U UNSURE...IN WITH THE NEW AND OUT WITH THE OLD, A MEANINGFUL STORY ABOUT TO UNFOLD...A SERIES OF OPPOSITES AT A MOMENT IN TIME, A GLIMPSE OF REALITY AS IT STARTS TO UNWIND...CAUGHT IN THE EMOTION OF FEAR IN YOUR HEART, CONTROLLING THE FEELINGS FROM THE END TO THE START...BEEN THERE BEFORE AND IT CERTAINLY GETS OLD, A PLACE WE ALL FREQUENT...A STORY UNTOLD...IN TOWARD THE NEW AND BEYOND YOUR THRESHOLD, FIRE TURNED TO ASHES, YOUR LIFE PUT ON HOLD...LEARN HOW TO TOUCH THE SECRET INSIDE, AS U TRAVEL THROUGH TIME WITH NO THOUGHTS IN YOUR MIND...EXAMINE THOSE FEELINGS FROM STRESS AND HARD TIMES, AND FIND NEW DIRECTIONS IN THE BACK OF YOUR MIND...OR TO CONSTANTLY REPEAT LIFE WITH THE SAME DUES TO PAY, IS LIKE WAKING EACH MORNING ON THE SAME GROUNDHOG DAY! SO REMEMBER THE FUTURE...NOW THERE'S AN ODD TWIST, SEE THROUGH ILLUSION...JUST MAKE ONE WISH...FEAST ON THE INTELLECT, ACCEPT NOT DEMAND...A STRIKING RESEMBLANCE TO NEW LINES IN YOUR HAND...IT CAN'T BE SO BAD TO ACCEPT CHANGE AND GROW, KARMA'S THE LESSON...U REAP WHAT U SOW...U MOVE TO NEW PLACES, DESIGNED FROM INSIDE, AND IT ALL FLOWS FROM VISIONS THAT BEGAN IN YOUR MIND...LOOK IN TOWARDS THE MIRROR...FOCUS AND BEHOLD, SEE BEYOND ILLUSION WHILE REMOVING THE BLINDFOLD.....

LOOK CLEARLY AT LIFE AND NOT JUST YOUR OWN, HOW MUCH IS REALITY, AND HOW MUCH IS UNKNOWN...IT'S NOT MEASURED IN BEAUTY, POSSESSIONS OF WEALTH, BUT MEASURED IN CONSCIOUSNESS AND JUDGED BY YOURSELF.... A LOOK IN THE MIRROR AT THE START OF EACH DAY, A VISION OF EMPTINESS...BUT A NICE RESUME....IT'S ALL IN THE CARDS....BUT ITS NOT YET A DECK, SIT BACK AND SLOWDOWN, TAKE THE TIME TO REFLECT....LOOK CLEARLY AT LIFE AND INTO YOUR OWN, UNDERSTANDING THE CHOICES THAT CANNOT BE POSTPONED

poems

pressure is placed on all shoulders, promising futures r often sought, beauty lies with unsuspecting beholders, with lessons, that have yet been taught....prosperity awaits, those who endeavor, the highest of highs and lowest of lows, with inspiration and thoughts so clever, as u embark on this journey u chose.....the memories of yesterday's corruption, haunt the ambition of tomorrow's dreams, beware of lifes complicated interruption, for nothing shall ever be what it seem....your word is your greatest possession, as only u have the power to betray, for some, manipulation becomes profession, a modest influence is what they'll portray.....remain faithful to yourself and desires, never jeopardize, for a moment of glory, hard work and heart is all life requires, we're all writers of our own life story..

U R THE SWEET THAT GOES WITH EVERY SOUR...THE RAINBOW AFTER EVERY STORM...U R GOOD IN EVERY SHAPE AND FORM...U R THE INNOCENCE IN EVERY CHILD...THE SENSATION AFTER A FIRST KISS...U R THE FEELING THAT PUTS MY HEART IN A STATE OF BLISS...U R THE PEP IN EVERY STEP...THE SQUEEZE IN EVERY HUG...U R THE WELCOME HOME ON EVERY RUG...U R THE TWINKLE IN MY EYES....U R THE LOVE IN EVERY EMBRACE...U R THE SPARKLE IN EVERY TEAR...THE GOOD IN EVERY BAD...U R THE SMILE AFTER EVERY SAD...U R THE CURE TO EVERY AILMENT...THE COUNTER TO EVERY CURSE...U R THE REASON TO LIVE IN THIS UNIVERSE...U R ALL THESE THINGS AND SO MUCH MORE....

DON'T TELL ME U LOVE ME IF U R NOT SINCERE....FOR A LIE THAT STRONG CAN RUIN MY LIFE AND BRING ON A NEW FEAR...FEAR TO BE LOVED, FEAR TO LOVE NEVER AGAIN...IT CAN CAUSE MY FRAGILE HEART TO BREAK, TEAR AND BEND...THINK OF ALL IN LIFE THAT WILL BE MISSED BECAUSE OF ONE SMALL BROKEN PROMISE....SO, WHEN I PUT ALL OF MY TRUST DEEP WITHIN U...PLEASE DON'T TELL ME U LOVE ME, UNLESS U TRULY DO....

TAKING YOUR HAND....FINGERS TO MY LIPS....I WANT TO LOVE EVERY INCH OF U....TASTE EVERY PART OF YOUR BODY...AS IF I CAN DRINK YOUR LOVES BLOOD, THROUGH YOUR EVERY PORES....I WANT TO GET LOST IN YOUR EYES...CONSUMED BY YOUR KISS....SET MY BODY ON FIRE...QUENCH THE FIRE IN MY BLOOD...WITH SWEET CARESSES...TOUCH MY SOUL WITH YOUR PASSION...LAY DOWN BESIDE ME...FEEL MY BODY CRYING FOR U...LETS GET LOST IN EACH OTHER...TOUCHING, EXPLORING, TASTING...WE WILL EXCEED PASSION, GO BEYOND BLISS...FOR THIS IS OUR NIGHT...AND U CANNOT RESIST...WANT ME, LIKE NO OTHER...NEED U, LIKE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE....TOGETHER, ONE MIND, ONE SOUL...FUSED IN THE HEAT OF PASSIONATE LOVE,....EXISTING IN THIS MOMENT...FOREVER

IF I HAD BUT ONE BREATH LEFT IN ME, ID GIVE U THAT BREATH....IF I HAD ONE PIECE OF MUSIC AND ONE SONG LEFT TO SING, ID PLAY AND SING FOR U....IF I HAD BUT ONE TINY DROP OF LOVE LOCKED IN MY HEART, ID GIVE U THE KEY...IF I COULD LOOK IN ON THE LAST SET OF SKY DARK EYES, I WANT THOSE EYES TO BE YOURS...IF I COULD FEEL THE PASSION AND TENDERNESS OF ONE LAST KISS, ID WANT THOSE LIPS TO BE YOURS....IF I COULD HEAR ONE LAST VOICE WHISPERING IN MY EAR, ID WANT THAT VOICE TO BE YOURS....IF I COULD WALK IN THE RAIN FOR THE LAST TIME WOULD U WALK WITH ME?...IF I COULD HAVE BUT ONE MORE NIGHT SLEEP WILL U SLEEP NEXT TO ME?...IF I COULD FEEL THE TENDER TOUCH OF ONE LAST HAND WILL U TOUCH ME?

A WIZARD OF WORDS, STIRRING AND STEWING...SOOTHING RAINBOWS WHILE STORM CLOUDS R BREWING...A MID-WINTER ROSE OR A COLD DESERT RAIN, BLENDING SMILE AND TEAR, MIXING PROMISE WITH PAIN...I AM....THE MOON AT NOON, MIDNIGHT SUN, MISMATCHED SOCKS, IM THE SELF-APPOINTED PRINCE OF PARADOX...TO DELIGHT OR DISGUST, FOR SNEERS OR APPLAUSE, TO MIRROR MY WORLD, TO STAND FOR A CAUSE...I PLEASE, I PROVOKE, I KEEP THEIR HEARTS POUNDING BUT NOT UNTIL DEATH R POETS "ASTOUNDING!"

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I AM, WHO I AM

First of all let me explain,
That I don't play by your rules,
I will be nobody's fool,
In a twisted shameful game.

Think twice before u read me,
Before u try and lead me,
Into a place I don't belong,
I will not go along.

With your so called words of wisdom,
I will not listen up,
I will not slip into your world,
so senseless, so corrupt.

There have been many before me,
who have sold there soul,
Locked the lock and threw the key,
my virtues they now extol.

I am who I am, what else could I be?
I'll forever stand where I stand,
I choose to be me,
When u look into my eyes,
U get exactly what u c,
Understand if u can,
That I am who I am........


NEVER LET ANYONE PUT U DOWN BC WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC U LISTEN TO OR HOW U DRESS OR BC U HAVE DIFFERENT BELIEFS OR IF U HAVE DIFFERENT TYPES OF FRIENDS...WHEN U SEARCH FOR OTHER PEOPLE EXCEPTANCE U BECOME THEIR PRISONER, TAO....BE YOUR GOOD SELF AT ALL TIMES AND NEVER LET ANYONE TRY TO TAKE U OFF YOUR PATH, ITS EASY TO BE A MEAN EVIL PERSON WITH HATE BUT ITS HARD TO BE A GOOD RIGHTEOUS PERSON....WHEN U HANG AROUND PEOPLE WHO HAVE HATE AND THEY HAVE NO REAL UNDERSTANDING ABOUT THE WORLD, THROUGH REPETITION FROM THEIR WORDS U BEGIN TO BELIEVE WHAT THEY BELIEVE AND U BECOME JUST LIKE THEN, SO CHOOSE YOUR FRIENDS WISELY, NOT BASTE ON MATERIAL POSSESSION BUT BASTE ON THEIR MIND AND GOOD INTENTIONS......."Keep your beliefs positive because . . . your Beliefs become your Thoughts, your Thoughts become your Words, your Words become your Actions, your Actions become your Habits, your Habits become your Values, your Values become your Destiny... Mahatma Gandhi"

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

MY THEORY OF EARTH

I come to realize something, I went online to fined out what was the difinition of "earth" and u get no real difinition in the english dictionary, so I did some more research and what i discovered is so crazy to me....what i'm about to share with u is a theory i have, so please don't criticize me, people love to criticize a theory or a belief some may have bc it's different from others, but what i don't understand is how can they criticize me when they do absolutely no research, all they do is accept what mainstream media tells them bc they think they r being told the truth, but me i'm not the type of person to just accept what the media or what a person tells me, I like to do my own research and fine out the real truth...so please try to keep an open mind when reading this....

Now what does the word "AQUA" mean "water, an aqueous solution, a light bluish green to light greenish blue"...what does the word "AQUAMARINE" mean " a transparent blue-green variety of beryl, used as a gemstone, a pale blue to light greenish blue, sea water"....and what does "AQUARIUM" mean "a tank, bowl or other water filled enclosure in which living fish or other AQUATIC animals and plants r kept, a place for the public exhibition of live aquatic animals and plants....NOW do u c where i'm going with this...PLANET EARTH is an AQUARIUM...think about it, about 70% of EARTH is water and only 30% is land...I can go even deeper with this so please keep reading....

Now if PLANET EARTH is 70% water and only 30% is land, and the difinition of AQUARIUM is a tank, bowl or other water filled enclosure in which living fish or other aquatic animals and plants r kept, then that clearly means PLANET EARTH is an AQUARIUM and that also means humans r sea creatures or AQUATIC ANIMALS...

When humans r born into this world as babies our bodies r 78% water, By one year of age, that amount drops to about 65%, in adult man, about 60% of their bodies r water, in adult women, fat makes up more of the body than men, so they have about 55% of their bodies made of water, and for nine months babies r carried in a mothers womb which is made of water, so that means in a womb babies r breathing in and out water for nine months...NOW what does babies come from, semen and when u break down the word semen u get what? sea-man

NOW lets look at the bible, within the first two versus of "GENESIS 1:1" it reads "in the beginning god created the heaven and the earth"..."GENESIS 1:2" " and the earth was without form, and void, and darkness was upon the face of the deep sea"...basically according to the bible the world was nothing but massive deep sea water, no land just water, and it was completely dark no light, and in "GENESIS 1:3" it reads " and god said, let there be light, and there was light"...NOW that light was to create heat and that heat was to create vapor, steam so that water would begin to rise up and land mass that was beneath the water will start to come up and form "SURFACE, LAND" and the void was gone and the darkness was gone....

Basically GOD or as i like to call it "ALIEN" LOL, created a AQUARIUM that we call earth....NOW WHAT DO U PUT IN AQUARIUM SEA CREATURES, AQUATIC OR SEMEN, SEA-MAN

SO THERE U GO, THAT IS MY THEORY ON EARTH AND HUMANS...THIS IS THE SHORT VERSION THERE IS A LOT MORE TO IT THAN THAT, BUT YEAH I HOPE U UNDERSTAND...THANKS FOR READING....PEACE